Alot

I have so much just sitting on my shoulders. Alot of things I cant just blurt out, or it will be seen by the wrong eyes. That frusterates me so much. I hate having to be careful with what I say. I have never had to worry about what I said, because, well honestly I never had any problems with anyone paying that much attention to what I say online. I am 100% entiled to say how I feel, but part of me feels that some things are just easier to leave out. But it doesnt come without a price, It drives me crazy!